GOSH!
So much has happened...
Went for a 10 mile walk whilst taking nearly 200 diazepam in an attempt to kill myself... have lost sooo much trust from my partner... I can't blame him... who could cope knowing your partner would rather kill themselves than talk to you?
Am still on leave from hospital, although at home for while, anyone from FSA, probably already knows a lot of whats been going on, I'm not going into it on here...
BUT anyone out there thinking of suicide... PLEASE TALK to someone first... friends, family, even the samaritans...
I am now facing the comsequences of my actions, and its not much fun... but I have to get there in order to get better... Its an illnesss
I keep having to tell myself that, I'm ill....
oh my... I'm just posting this now, and going...
Wednesday, 31 January 2007
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Hoolie .. I'm with you every step of the way, its an awful place to be where you are right now and it's hard to see 'the light at the end of the tunnel'
No-one has turned their back on you, in fact its quite the opposite, everyone supports you and loves you and that includes me.
Millions of squishy hugs,
Amanda x X x X x
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